The Coucside Review :
“The Weight of Love and Letting Go in Malaikat Juga Tahu by Dee Lestari”
Dee Lestari’s Malaikat Juga Tahu, one of the short stories from her Rectoverso collection, is a quiet yet deeply emotional exploration of unspoken love. The story follows Abang, a man on the autism spectrum who falls in love with Leia, his younger brother’s girlfriend. Through simple yet tender narration, Dee paints Abang’s world with sincerity, his routines, his silences, and the way he experiences love differently, yet no less intensely. The writing is gentle but piercing, allowing readers to feel Abang’s confusion and longing without ever turning him into a symbol or pitying figure.
What makes this story so powerful is how subtle it is. Dee never forces emotion; instead, she lets it unfold naturally, in the pauses between words and the moments left unsaid. Abang’s feelings for Leia are pure, innocent, and painfully restrained. He understands love not through grand gestures, but through presence and quiet care. The title, Malaikat Juga Tahu (“Even Angels Know”), captures this perfectly, it’s about love that exists even when it cannot be spoken, and kindness that goes unnoticed by the world.
Dee Lestari’s writing shines in how she handles sensitivity. She doesn’t romanticize Abang’s condition, but instead humanizes him completely, showing that love, no matter how unconventional, still deserves to be felt and acknowledged. The simplicity of her language hides layers of emotion, making every line linger long after the story ends.
In the end, Malaikat Juga Tahu is not just about love, it’s about the quiet strength it takes to let someone go. It reminds us that love doesn’t always need to be understood or returned, it only needs to be felt. Like the rest of Rectoverso, this story speaks softly but leaves a lasting echo in the heart.
